Friday, September 12, 2008

30minutes train ride

Current is closing tight,
U drifting away,
Running away,
Moving in circle....

Breathing feel like chocking,
Is this life worth living,
When all your sky turn to grey,
You just wish its the end of day,

Take a ride on a one way road,
To a place to dismiss your sorrow,
When the journey reach to the end,
You book another ticket for tomorrow again...

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Northern Star

As you go to bed tonight,
I beg the moon to keep you safe,
And told to my angels to hug you tight,
So I know you’ll be alright.

I asked the wind to blow you my kiss goodnight,
God knows how I wish for us to be like we used to be,
But I guess something must had change,
And I pray to god that we will be alright.

The Painter

I sketch a picture of you tonight,
To let the world knows how beautiful you are to me,
And bind it close to my heart,

I draw a future of us,
Bit by bit,
Slowly to make it near to perfection,
With soft lines like the way I want to cherish you,
Bright and light in color represent our journey that fills with smile and laughter,

I painted pictures of a child with clear crystal eyes,
Straight silky hair,
That’s resemble the beauty of her mother would be,

I sketch pictures of my wife,
And hope she would draw pictures of me…

Confession

You were like the sun that bright up the sky,
And heat up the desire of my heart,
You were like the morning breeze that wets up the surface,
And will fresh up every inch of darkness in my life,
I have to admit,
I can’t cover up my feelings to you,
Hiding to you my love is something impossible to be do

Best Deception

Love is always patient and kind.
Never jealous,
Never boastful nor conceited,
Never rude or selfish,
No take offense and no resentful,
It takes pleasure in other people’s sin but delight the truth,
Always ready to excuse trusting,
Hope and to endure what ever comes,
I feel that through the person I love like wind,
U feels it but u can’t see it,
Because it make u fell wonderful,
Beautiful,
Joy, happiness and most important it makes u feel bless.
love make the person u love is the centre of everything....

My love

My love for you is infinites,
Never stop, never ends,
Never change,
It became stronger as we flow threw the sand of time,
Because,
What we have,
What we hold is,
Sweet, white, pure,
Love...
We have bond together with this love,
That is so strong,
Nothing can come between us...
We are lovers on earth,
Soul mate in the heavens,
You give my life the meaning of wonderful,
Because you are my oxygen, my life and my soul,
Without you,
I am lost in his world,
Like a little puppy stranded on the roadside,
And I promise that,
All the words that come through my mouth is the quote of love,
That you are beautiful, so beautiful,
And most beautiful being g that god had created,
If you don’t like hearing that,
At least me tell you that you are like an angel that I been waiting for,
Because this is my oath,
My promise,
My ten commandments to you,
To love you until the end of time...

the awakening

There she left alone at the corner
Telling to herself that she not perfect she no angel,
Yet i believe the truth will be preveile,
When the sun touches her skin,
Her simplicity turns to unique,
Her unperfectness turn hers to an angel,
Where since early sense of time,
We been thought that inner beauty is the real beauty,
Never rust,
Never change,
Maybe she still asleep to know it,
Still afraid to realise it.
Let time unfold her beauty.
Let my guidance show her the truth,
Her simplicity and unperfectness she believe,
Make her into an angel among angels..

i can do

There many things in life I cannot be,
Where make me lame, normal and simple,
I can't pour to u with gold and diamond,
I can't often bring u to fancy restaurant,
I can't bring u for a ride in some sport car,
And I'm far from to be consider to be in Cleo most eligible bachelor,

But what I can promise u I could is,
I can take care of you when not feeling well,
Cook and feed for u chicken sup, wear for u socks and sweater when u feeling cold,
I can put to u sleep, sing to u a lullaby, play with for hair, kiss your eyes, pampered u until your eyes shut tight.

I can bring u to the hillside at night, baked brownies for u with the ice cream of your choice for us to eat together while admiring the star, we could choose the brightest star that night,
And give its name as same as yours,

I can swim into your eyes when together,
listen to you're every words with a smile on my face,
lift u up when u are down,
even try as many trick in the books to make u smile and laugh back,
even that includes I have to make any stupid jokes,

I can bring along camera when out, matter its normal hangout or company go shopping, so I can put pictures of us, to remember for every journey we go through together and put in an album, and we can called it as you and me " definitions of happiness".

I can tell story about u to my friends, about how special u are and u make me feel the luckiest man a life proudly to them, and don't be scared to say I love in front of the world..

I can made for u a hot bath for u after u had a long at work, fill with vanilla scent candle light around the bath tub, then massage your to make u feel relax, carry u and dinner on the bed,

I can company u from dusk till dawn,
we can watch sunrise together, where I talk sweet love to u, saying is are to beautiful to, most beautiful being I ever meet, and I eyes are blind other beauty then u.

I can go shopping alone, just for u, look for stuff and imagine if its suite for u,
Then tell excitedly like what women usually do,

I can made for u a special bottle that fill with 364 note telling u how I felt about u, for u read it one note for every day, to make u fall in love with me day by day,
I know I far from perfect, there thing in life I can never do, I know I never can be a dream guy for a lady,
But what I can promise u is
I can be everything and anything what u had imagines a lover is…

* dedicated to to my happiness

the Beginning


World of words have I drown in before,
Such a loyal servant before,
Yet such a little faith I am right now,
Shall I doubt of this world once more,
Told hold on something you can’t see yet so strong,
To fight on a future that still uncertain,
Then there you are,
Floating down from heaven,
So beautiful and bright,
Like the first light of the morning sun,
Make me warm and me a whole again,
But you came at my darkest hour,
When there nothing left to feel,
Should I let this one in?
Like others before this….
Because I am afraid to think, afraid to dream,
Because dreams just make you hope and let you die,
It just a fantasy that will never come true,
But I can’t deny something that involving inside of me,
Filling his empty gap with something that dance away my sorrow,
And I take small step, one by one.
Afraid if I dive in I will drown again.
For what it is certain,
I just don’t want to think,
All I want is to feel, to know…
The happiness that u brought to me now..
For that lies in the future..
Let it unfold itself…
For the moment that I have to embrace,
I’ll cherish like it is my last morning sun…
Thank you….

Here we go...*sigh*

Well where should I begin? I been wanting to make my own blog since I heard this thing do exist in the globe. But this year, somebody kind of like give me motivation or a boost in me to make me at last done something that I been ages wanted too. Writing my own blog.*sigh*

For somebody like me, why I do have to make a blog because of I have this thing with my head. Which it keeping on thinking of something none stop, to be precise 24/7. Even at some stages it kind of makes me have this brain cramps which u feel like your brain are so full and cramp. That it’s kind of like can explode in any second. That why I often let it out in term of writing. No matter it’s an issue that facing during the day or maybe just talking cock.

So writing a blog kind of save me from having hard times from sleeping or maybe migraine because of things that been floating around in my mind. Weird but its true. Welcome to my world then. So to who ever kinda like passing by and read it, it’s an honor to me. If u thinks it’s kinda like crap and stuff. I would say sorry. Because if my stuff is that good (which I think my grammar, vocabulary and writing structures are really bad), u might seen it at Kinokinuya at the Book section Labeling as "crap stuff from mediocre trying to be writer".hehe..