the Beginning

World of words have I drown in before,
Such a loyal servant before,
Yet such a little faith I am right now,
Shall I doubt of this world once more,
Told hold on something you can’t see yet so strong,
To fight on a future that still uncertain,
Then there you are,
Floating down from heaven,
So beautiful and bright,
Like the first light of the morning sun,
Make me warm and me a whole again,
But you came at my darkest hour,
When there nothing left to feel,
Should I let this one in?
Like others before this….
Because I am afraid to think, afraid to dream,
Because dreams just make you hope and let you die,
It just a fantasy that will never come true,
But I can’t deny something that involving inside of me,
Filling his empty gap with something that dance away my sorrow,
And I take small step, one by one.
Afraid if I dive in I will drown again.
For what it is certain,
I just don’t want to think,
All I want is to feel, to know…
The happiness that u brought to me now..
For that lies in the future..
Let it unfold itself…
For the moment that I have to embrace,
I’ll cherish like it is my last morning sun…
Thank you….